Midnight Madness

 Hello. Long time no talk. Don’t ask why or how I stumbled upon this blog account. I originally wanted to update old blog, but after reviewing where I left it I knew it was time to start a new path. One for my current self. Maybe in another ten years or so I’ll have forgotten about this again and find 2 different versions of myself. 

As I looked back in this blog I found my high school self, I found my young free spirit self. Yet even years ago, I thought I was struggling and could never reach out. Here I am so much wiser and more mature I would think and I’m still struggling with similar feelings. 

Some things have changed and I just want to some up where I am right now.

I left JJs where I was a manager for a few years almost 6 years ago. Since then I have been working with Aunt Cindy learning how to be an accountant. I have some good news for my younger self, I am absolutely fantastic on the phone. I would have never believed that would have happened.

I ditched the rapper and started dating kid rock. Now as I was pondering on older posts I hated how much I fixated over how much I loved my old relationship because I really wish I would have been focusing on being young not that. That ending was the best thing that ever happened to me. 

With that being said here is where I am currently at with my love life. J is the best thing that has happened to me. We’ve been together going on 5 years. Due to some unfortunate circumstances that I’d rather not bring up we started living together when we were still pretty young. We started at his dads house and ended up with my brother! We are now living in my grandmothers house, it’s like full house here. Taz is our little pupper, and then we have bunny too! They are both about to turn 5! 

I’m going to try and start journaling when I can’t sleep. This seemed to have tired me out a little I will have to continue tomorrow when I sign back on. 

Goodnight fair well hopefully I stop back before it’s been another 10 years